I am struggling, but at least I am strong enough to admit it.
When first diagnosed, I thought "No big deal."  
After Surgery, I thought "Wow, that was crappy!"
When Radiation Started, I said "I can get through this."
Now, I am thinking "How am I going to get through this."
I am currently on the Thyroid....
I'm up, down, side to side, basically all over the place!
Until all the cancer cells have died (about 1-2 years) I will be unstable.  
More unstable than I was before?  Now that's SPOOKY!
So until then, I will just hold on.  
 It isn't fun, but it's necessary.  I guess I will endure, so I can see my grandkids one day.  I keep waiting for Vince to jump ship on me, heaven knows this isn't easy for him.  He is a peach.  I know he didn't sign up for a Crazy Wife, but he is doing what he can to keep me sane.  
Thanks everyone for all the love a support, every little bit helps a ton.
Okay, this post is totally depressing.  On a lighter/cuter note:
There's nothing cuter than two little pumpkins and two boys in camo pants!