Boy, our life is different now.
I had no idea how much one little lady would change our day to day.
Miss Ivy is having a hard time adjusting to life here in our home.
She really likes to cry.
And scream.
All the time.
If she isn't eating, she is crying.
The funny thing is, her screaming makes me stressed. So stressed. And it doesn't seem to bother these guys one little bit. They are constantly telling her "It will be alright, Ivy." when I am ready to pull my hair out. They are teaching me patience.
We are currently trying some medication for Acid Reflux and hoping it will start to help this poor little girl out.
She is just so miserable.
Brooke can't seem to leave Ivy alone. She is all over her. I am constantly saying, "Brooke, don't touch that baby!" She just can't help herself.
Every now and then, I can get Ivy calmed down enough for her to sleep for a few minutes. And then I fall in love with her all over again.
This is what breastfeeding looks like in our house.
Yes, that's right, breastfeeding.
I am not sure how much longer I will last though, it is something I really don't like to do, but totally feel pressured to do it.
I had this vision before Ivy came of me playing with the kids outside, and Ivy just sitting in her bouncy chair watching us.
and cutting fabric while she laid on the floor and played.
and exercising while she slept during the day.
I had no idea I would be holding her 24/7, trying to calm her down. And it is wearing on me. Hopefully we both adjust to our new life soon, or at least meet somewhere in the middle.
Jack and Brooke don't seem to care that I am completely occupied with Ivy.
Jack got to have a Pop Tart and Gatorade for breakfast this morning, and Brooke has found that when I am nursing, that is the best time for her to get cookies out of the pantry. They are both running free and loving it!